If there is no space left for me then there is no room for you. I built these walls around me there is no way to get through. The bricks are made of scars a callous lifeless hull. There is no light left in here, the colors are grey and dull.
I used to feel like someone, I used to stand up tall. But now my knees are bleeding from the glass in which I crawl. The shards of memories as far as I can see. A field of broken dreams is surrounding me.
I wish I could stand up and leave this place behind. The dark and dirty cell to which I am confined. But I am trapped in here, the safest place to be. With all the different versions of me and the broken dreams.
Broken dreams.
There is no space. No space.
I don;t want to do what you fucking tell me to. I don't want to hear what you have to say to me. I don't have to be where you say I have to be. I'm not going to feel what you say is good for me.
If there is no space left for me then there is no room for you.
I don't want to put the things you want inside of me. I'm not going to eat the lies you try to feed to me. I'm not going to fit the mold that you made for me. I don't want to be the god you want me to be.
credits
from Rough Cuts,
released April 18, 2010
All instruments and vocals are written, performed and recorded by Jason Boren
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