Rough Cuts

by Cursor

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The first of more to come. It has taken me a long time to find my "voice". Now that I am using it I don't plan on stopping. I don't think I could if I wanted to.

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released April 18, 2010

All vocals and instruments are written performed and recorded by Jason Boren. All artwork created by Jason Boren.

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Track Name: Foundation
Well, it looks like it's just us again. Sometimes it seems like your my only friend. And when it's all said and done, here, in the end. Does it really matter if we still pretend?

Still pretend.

Alright, now that I have your complete attention. I'd like to show you something that take some perception. If you look closely at your reflection, ou will see, it is the source of deception.

Still pretend.

Ok, now that we have that out of the way. How do we return to living the life that we did day to day? When what you've learned slowly eats away what you were. All that remains is a shell, hollow and burned.

Foundation.

This is my foundation. the strength of my construction, The power of my hand is in the pain that you demand. I'm broken still standing. I'm bleeding yet still breathing. There is nothing that they can say to ever turn me away. This is my creation my only one salvation. Keep your eyes to the sky it is coming like a thief in the night. And when it gets here all will be made crystal clear. My safe construction. This is my foundation.
Track Name: Run
There is no way you can help me. There is no way I can stop. Everything you do to try to save me, pushes me over the top. Sucking up the air from around me, I feel like I can hardly breathe. There is no way you can save me, this is what was ment for me.

After all that I've been through, and all I wasnt meant to see. Ther is nothing wong with you, everything is wrong with me. The only way I could survive, my only option to stay alive, fill my heart with the hate. Now this has become my fate.

You gotta run, you gotta run, you gotta run, you gotta get away.

I gotta run, I gotta run, I gotta run, I gotta get away.

There is no place to run.

You gotta run.
Track Name: Rock Bottom
I can tell you it's coming, and that it's on its way. I can tell you it's coming, and that it's far too late. It's lurking behind you. It's just around the bend. It's the only thing that will be there in the end.

Nothing you can do will stop what has begun. And there is nothing I can say that will change what I have done. Now there is a price, and it must be paid. For all of my trespasses, and the mistakes that I have made.

Drowning in the ocean. Swimming in the tears. Dead to all emotion. Feeding on your fears. Everything is rotten. The filth of my decay. Down here at the bottom is where I choose to stay.

And I don't recognize any face around me. All those shifting shades seem so convincing. They took me by the hand ever so gently and led me straight to hell, what was left of me. Now that I've hit rock bottom it's almost comforting, that I cannot fall further inside of me. Those that do look down from up above, they all stare in awe at the broken one.

Drowning in the ocean. Swimming in the tears. Dead to all emotion. Feeding on your fears. Everything is rotten. The filth of my decay. Down here at the bottom is where I choose to stay.
Track Name: Regret
Regret
who you are
what you've done
where you've been
what you've lost
who you were
all your lies
Track Name: No Space
If there is no space left for me then there is no room for you. I built these walls around me there is no way to get through. The bricks are made of scars a callous lifeless hull. There is no light left in here, the colors are grey and dull.

I used to feel like someone, I used to stand up tall. But now my knees are bleeding from the glass in which I crawl. The shards of memories as far as I can see. A field of broken dreams is surrounding me.

I wish I could stand up and leave this place behind. The dark and dirty cell to which I am confined. But I am trapped in here, the safest place to be. With all the different versions of me and the broken dreams.

Broken dreams.
There is no space. No space.

I don;t want to do what you fucking tell me to. I don't want to hear what you have to say to me. I don't have to be where you say I have to be. I'm not going to feel what you say is good for me.

If there is no space left for me then there is no room for you.

I don't want to put the things you want inside of me. I'm not going to eat the lies you try to feed to me. I'm not going to fit the mold that you made for me. I don't want to be the god you want me to be.
Track Name: Parasite
They need you so much they drink you.
They would starve to death without you.
Your blood will keep them alive.
They feed on you to survive.
Scratching it only helps them spread.
Little fingers penetrating your head.
Once they start they will never quit.
There is no pill to get rid of it.

They're here to suck you dry.
They're never satisfied.
They're here to latch on and they just keep on
sucking and sucking.
You've got to stay alive.
You must stand up and fight.
Pull out the parasite that just keeps on sucking and
sucking.

The infection spreads within you.
Thier sins have tainted you.
Breeding contempt within you.
To late there's nothing to do.
So now they all are bloated.
Their fat guts fully loaded.
And yet they still keep feeding.
Untill your death forever drinking.

They're here to suck you dry. They're never satisfied. They're here to latch on and they just keep on sucking and sucking.
You've got to stay alive. You must stand up and fight. Pull out the parasite that just keeps on
sucking and sucking.

You take your final breath.
They take all that was left.
You lay there dying and they just keep on sucking
and sucking.
And now that you are gone.
They will finally move on.
to the next host so they can keep on sucking and
sucking.
Track Name: Only a Dream
Wake up, it's only a dream.